A LITTLE BOY'S EXPLANATION OF GOD

EXPLANATION OF GOD:'One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes them to replace the ones that die, so there will be enough people to take care of things on earth. He doesn't make grownups, just babies. I think because they are smaller and easier to make. That way he doesn't have to take up his valuable time teaching them to talk and walk. He can just leave that to mothers and fathers.'
'God's second most important job is listening to prayers. An awful lot of this goes on, since some people, like preachers and things, pray at times beside bedtime. God doesn't have time to listen to the radio or TV because of this. Because he hears everything, there must be a terrible lot of noise in his ears, unless he has thought of a way to turn it off.'
'God sees everything and hears everything and is everywhere which keeps Him pretty busy. So you shouldn't go wasting his time by going over your mom and dad's head asking for something they said you couldn't have.'
'Atheists are people who don't believe in God. I don't think there are any in Chula Vista. At least there aren't any who come to our church.'
'Jesus is God's Son. He used to do all the hard work, like walking on water and performing miracles and trying to teach the people who didn't want to learn about God. They finally got tired of him preaching to them and they crucified him But he was good and kind, like his father, and he told his father that they didn't know what they were doing and to forgive them and God said O.K.'
'His dad (God) appreciated everything that he had done and all his hard wo rk on earth so he told him he didn't have to go out on the road anymore. He could stay in heaven. So he did. And now he helps his dad out by listening to prayers and seeing things which are important for God to take care of and which ones he can take care of himself without having to bother God. Like a secretary, only more important.'
'You can pray anytime you want and they are sure to help you because they got it worked out so one of them is on duty all the time.'
'You should always go to church on Sunday because it makes God happy, and if there's anybody you want to make happy, it's God!
Don't skip church to do something you think will be more fun like going to the beach. This is wrong. And besides the sun doesn't come out at the beach until noon anyway.'
'If you don't believe in God, besides being an atheist, you will be very lonely, because your parents can't go everywhere with you, like to camp, but God can. It is good to know He's around you when you're scared, in the dark or when you can't swim and you get thrown into real deep water by big kids.'
'But...you shouldn't just alw ays think of what God can do for you. I figure God put me here and he can take me back anytime he pleases.
And...that's why I believe in God.'

WORDS OF WISDOM

The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire.
It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal the neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it.
It's a small world. So you gotta use your elbows a lot.
No one is listening until you make a mistake.
Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else.
Never test the depth of the water with both feet.
It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others.
If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments.
If you tell the truth you don't have to remember anything.I
f you lend someone $20, and never see that person again; it was probably worth it.
When someone says, "Do you want my opinion?" - it's always a negative one.
The trouble with work is - it's so daily.
Scientists say 1 out of every 4 people are crazy. Check 3 friends, if they are OK, you're it.

PLEDGE TO SELF 30 JUNE 2008

today I started something
some kind a change in ma life
its supposed to be one dimensional
but i thought...what the heck, ive got too many personalities for that
so i took that and added many of the things i have learnt in ma life
what i hope to gain out of this is self-peace

im sure u aint eva come across that one before
well thats simply bcoz i just made it up now as im writin this
the thing is i "self-accepted" long time ago
but i still wasnt really at peace with some things about me/in ma life/that happened/bloody blah

so today marks the beginning of some strange journey ......... that i will take
with all the weird attributes that make me ..me

i hope to lose a lot of the bad stuff... (if im still carryin it)
and to gain a lot of good from this
mostly happiness

this isnt a road to self-discovery...i know ma self too well...no really, i do, i sit down and talk with all ma personalities (quite funny and even deep conversations we have shared
:) )...............
its also not the persuit of happiness, i am a happy person, mostly because i make do with what i have. If i want something else and i can get it, thats what i do, if i cant, then i stop stressin about it cause i cnt do jack about it. Really thouugh, the key is to lear to accept and be insanely happy with what you do have

i suppose its more a path im takin where i vow to be me (all the tym ---- not most of the time), so i'll just do more of what i have already been doin
loving
forgivivg
caring
prayin
surroundin ma self with beautiful spirits
lettin go and lettin God
where i'll listen to ma self more
what ma inner being cries out for
shutting out the noise from the world
takin care of the inner me in appreciatuion for her having gotten me this fa, for her having taken care of me, we both know it wasnt easy

So that at the end of the day i am a peaceful person
even when im quiet, there's always a storm brewing underneath that calm surafce
i dnt want that

i want serenity..........thats what i hope to find

Sane, baby girl, I love you
and this is ma pledge to you to take care of you
when its all said and done
when the show is over

its just u and me......so ya thats it

im not gonna separate this ish, but have u ever bn in love by celine

Have you ever been in loveYou could touch the moonlightWhen your hearts shooting starsYoure holding heaven in your armsHave you ever been so in loveHave you ever walked on airEver felt like you were dreaminWhen you never thought it couldBut it really feels that goodHave you ever been so in loveHave you ever been in loveYou could touch the moonlightWhen your hearts shooting starYoure holding heaven in your armsHave you ever been in love, have you...The time I spentWaiting for something that was heaven-sentWhen you find it dont let go,I knowHave you ever said a prayerAnd found that it was answeredAll my hope has been restoredAnd I aint looking anymoreHave you ever been so in love, have you...Some place that you aint leavinSomewhere youre gonna stayWhen you finally found the meaninHave you ever felt this wayThe time I spentWaiting for something that was heaven-sentWhen you find it, dont let go,I know...Coz have you ever been so in love, so in loveYou could touch the moonlightYou can even reach the starsDoesnt matter near or farHave you ever been so in loveHave you ever been in loveHave you ever been in loveSo in... love...

....

andf its not that i wasnt in love before its just that i keep on falolin in love again and again and again with her
its littl ethings

but they make all the difference in the world.....

IM IN LOVE

that moment when yo eyes meet again
or is the next tym u are talkin and u r just starin into their eyes
or even they are layin beside u on yo bed...then lookin into their eyes
or ur sittin all alone in some office (like i am) and thinkin of their eyes.......

maybe its yet again or for the first tym
u realise IM IN LOVE!!!!!!!!

and u wanna shout to the rest of the world, or keep it bottled up inside.........u have this stupid smile on yo face thats just plastered there and as far as you are concerned, the world couldnt be a better place

well as sick as i am, thats how i feel
I love you angeland thank you for being exactly that....my angel
ur the bestestestesteset! girlfriend

ma baby

another pic of ma baby

i miss her so much

cant wait for the 6th

thats when i'll get to see her

will try to upload a pic of ma engagement ring, its gorgeous!!!!!!!!! HA HA