Monday, May 14, 2007

Love...
So tender and warm,
Yet so strong and binding...
Like a chain of iron,
You bind me to you.
Your eyes...
Your eyes have no color,
As they powerfully pierce mine.
Your eyes hold tenderness,
But also power,
To command me as you wish.
Your lips...
Hold such gentleness,
To soothe and delight.
Yet if you wish it so,
You will kiss with anger,
And brutality,
For I belong only to you.
Your power...I belong to you,
If we are separated in body,
Then not in spirit,
Because my soul is enchained to yours,
And you alone have the power to release me.
Your voice...Holds such a tone in which penentrates me,
It calls to me to do as you command,
Be it evil or good.
The bonds....
Bonds of love entrap me, I
am no longer me.
I have become a part of you.
This love...
This love is neverending.
It is my life and breath,
For without it,
we would both die.
Love...

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The way you look at me,
Fills me with desire.
The way you talk to me,
Sets my heart on fire.
The way you touch me,
Makes me feel so good.
The way you comfort me,
Makes love understood.
Your love touches me,
And I can feel how deep it is.
When you hold me in your arms,
You know that I want you.
When you give me all you've got,
I know you want me, too.
Because deep down in your soul,
You know that you love me,
And right here in your arms,
Is where I want to be.

MY ANGEL ZOLA

I LOVE THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME
IT MAKES ME FEEL SO SEXY

I LOVE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL
AND THAT IS:”WANTED AND LOVED”

I LOVE THAT YOU’RE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME
MAKING ME FEEL SO SUPPORTED

I LOVE THAT WE TALK ABOUT ANYTHING
AND SPEND THE WHOLE NIGHT GIGGLING

YES SOMETIMES WE LAUGH OUT VERY LOUD
BUT I LOVE THAT EVEN MORE

I LOVE IT WHEN U’RE HAPPY
IT MEANS I’M GOOD TO BE WITH

I DON’T LIKE IT WHEN WE FIGHT
BUT I LOVE IT WHEN WE MAKE-UP

I LOVE IT WHEN YOU WHEN YOU BLUSH
AND YOU DON’T KNOW I’M BLUSHING MORE THAN YOU

I LOVE IT WHEN I’M SICK
COZ U TAKE SUCH GOOD CARE OF ME

I LOVE IT WHEN YOU ARE INSPIRED
COZ U BECOME SO PASSIONATE

I LOVE IT WHEN WE MAKE LOVE
COZ WE REALLY GET WILD

AND ... … …

I LOVE THAT I’LL SEE YOU TONIGHT
AND DO ALL OF THE ABOVE!!!!!

I wrote this for the one person in this whole world that i see myself gettin old with literally
She is more than I could have ever asked for: She is my angel and I love her with all my being

HOW I FEEL

HOW I FEEL


I have trouble falling asleep, I keep on thinking about you.
When I do, I dream about you- my dreams make me despise my reality, for they are filled with you……. And my reality isn’t.
When I wake up- reality just makes me wanna sleep again.
The one thing that keeps me going are your messages and longing for your calls.

All this while that I’m practically dying from being a “love-sick puppy”- you are busy being the epitome of “coolness” as if nothing is going on…….
Ever so aloof & untouched by the feelings we both radiate into the cosmos, and we can only hope the other feels it too.

Your calls are that of a cool; been-around-the-block lesbian who’s built a wall around her heart, who is just up for a good time, anytime, no-strings-attached.
Your messages, however, do hint at some vulnerability & wanting to be loved -
a person who IS emotionally present & just doesn’t wanna get hurt.

I have worn my heart on my sleeve – you know for sure how I feel.
And in keeping with that honesty trend, I shall confess to being in love with both of your personas, but I don’t know which one really personifies who you are......

After A While by Veronica A. Shoffstall

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure you really are strong you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every goodbye, you learn

oriah mountain dreamer--indian elder

It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of you own sorrow, if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with JOY, mine or your own; if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being a human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you’re telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. I want to know if you can be faithful and therefore be trustworthy. I want to know if you can see beauty even when it is not pretty every day, and if you can source your life from ITS presence. I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of a lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, "YES!" It doesn’t interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done for the children. It doesn’t interest me who you are, how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back. It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself, and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments

beauty of a woman

Beauty of a Woman
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair.The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes,Because that is the doorway to her heart,The place where love resides.The beauty of a woman Is not in a facial mole,But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.It is the caring that she lovingly gives,The passion that she shows.The beauty of a womanWith passing years -- only grows.....
Sam Levenson

experience making love to me

Feel my lips gently nibbling on your earlobe, My breath as I whisper in your ear, I want you. Smell the scent of my perfume as it lingers on my skin. Taste my mouth as we kiss. Feel the softness of my lips, my yielding tongue.Experience my soft, gentle kisses on your neck, your shoulders, and your chest. Relax and enjoy as I kiss your arms, inside your elbows, the palms of your hands. Maintain eye contact with me as I suck each and every one of your fingers.

Relinquish control as I massage your back. Feel the cool sensation as I leave wet kisses on your spine. Feel my breasts crushed against your back as I try to press every inch of our bodies together. Breathe deeply; inhale the aroma of the candles, the oil I use to massage you, my arousal as my passion builds for you. Turn over and face me. Tingle with anticipation as my hands move slowly back up the fronts of your legs, your thighs.

Ache with need as my mouth kisses and licks your torso, carefully avoiding your pussy with the exception of my hot breath. Describe the sensation to me as I lick and gently suck your tits. Tell me how it feels as I lick the head of your clit and make it glisten. Watch me as I swallow your juices, licking you, sucking you, stroking you, blowing your mind. Scream out my name as I bring you to the verge of orgasm and stop.

Experience the need to have me, be inside of me, to fuck me. Look at me. Notice every detail of my body: my bedroom eyes, my full lips, my long arms and fingers, the swell of my breasts slowly rising and falling, the contrast of my nipples, and full hips, my smooth, long, brown legs and tiny ankles, the high arch of my foot and my perfectly pedicured toes.

Make me need you. Press your body onto mine, laying your weight upon me. Whisper all the naughty things you want to do. Kiss me passionately; long, hard and wet. Let me know that you want me, all of me, and only me. Feel my passion for you build as you fondle and caress my breasts, pinching my nipples, cupping them in your hands.

Watch my excitement build as you lower your mouth to my breasts nursing them like a baby, sucking them like a woman hungry with desire. Lick them all over, use your tongue like a sensual paintbrush.

Feel the heat from between my legs, spread them. Examine that part of me that makes me a woman. Notice how aroused I become at even the most gentle stimulation. Touch me softly and watch me writhe in pleasure. Spread my lips apart, feeling my wetness flow. Smell my sex, natural and sweet. Invade me with your fingers. Manipulate that vacant and slippery space with skill. Make me give you my surrender. Invade me with your tongue. Taste me, eat me, lick me, suck me.

And then calmly reassure me of your love. Look deeply into my eyes and let me know that everything will be fine, that you will take care of me, that I dont need to be afraid. And with the hunger of a starving woman, the thrill of the first time…………penetrate me. Close your eyes and feel our bodies become one. Experience my gift to you.

Make love to me. Slow, steady. hard, deep. Drive your fingers up inside me over and over again. Make me scream with pleasure and ecstasy divine. Fuck me until our bodies are glistening with sweat. Feel my pussy grab you and pull you deep inside of me. Tell me how tight and wet and hot I am and how good my pussy makes you feel. Faster …Deeper. Experience the addiction of pleasure over take your body. . Dont move, dont move, DONT MOVE. Just enjoy the experience of making love to me ................

reaching out

Is this the reason why u were asking whether I'd be on yesterday? This isnt just beautiful, its touching i swear i cried when i read it coz that is my reality, i wonder if its yoz too...

i have put on a mask of being this happy eternal-child.people cud neva imagine half of the things that have happened to me in my very short life-rape, abuse (in all forms), from both my parents and patners, backstabbing friends, u see having those u put yo trust in turn out to be lookin out to nake the best for themselves out of yo heartache, etc

all i ever wanted was for someone to love me for me, accept me as i am-im a very loving and caring person maybe too much so maybe that's been my down fall

I've also refused to stop believing in love-its a force too strong and important to lock outI hope yo prayer is answered and u find the beautiful soul that has the key to yo soul so that u no longer have to trudge along life without yo spirit I know that pain, for though i have tried to regain mine, it was never so fully and i lose a bit of it every tym my heart breaks the sad thing is with matters of the heart, the healing has to be internal firsbut it almost always requires for there to be a person who's willing to stick it out with u, see u thru, love u thru pain-u know love the pain away

I wish nothing less for u if this is yo reality and i hope their soul is beautiful enough to deserve yo amazing one

Terribly missing you and wishing u the best in all u do: SL

about me

About me
Energetic lesbian, controversial, I love singing it always puts me in a better mood, so if u have an old MP3, Im the person to donate it to!
Cooking is a passion and I do know how to!
Love good wine
It might be surprising but i do love the outdoors but i prefer comfort though i have roughed it up before.
Choose to look beyond a person's skin colour, beliv that its a huge waste of time being racist
I'm attracted to a person's intellect more than anything.
Sense of humour doesn't hurt but u dont have to force it,
after all, a brainless comedian tells stupid, hurtful jokes that drive yo true friends away
and now u know 0.1% of me
GOOD LUCK IN FINDING OUT THE REST!!!!!!!
MORE ABOUT ME
I love engaging in intellectually stimulating conversations whilst enjoying a good bottle of wine and staring intently into the eyes of a charming woman.
On another day it might be a social sixpack of ciders and some soft-core lip-wrestling.
I love eating out but I'm a great cook myself and I enjoy cooking for my significant other.
I have a wonderful sense of humour. I'm quite adventurous when my care-free spirit takes over- (naah, its just my "chicken" levels that decrease- hee hee!!)
I'm a woman of many talents (hint-hint!)and I have a multi-layered personality.
I'm attracted to many different types of women but most of all they must believe in themselves; be fun to be around and not be moody(unless of couse it's PMS-that I can understand!).Also, they mustn't hold back on the charming and the romancing.
I'm very out about my orientation but I'm not butch.
I'm the type of girl to "go-steady"/"settle-down" with and still NOT feel like u have, coz the fun never stops and neither does the exciting lovemaking.


Favourite SA Celeb
Khanyi Dhlomo-Mkhize former editor of True Love, presently the South African Tourism Ambassador in Paris, France and she is just gorgeous
Lebo –my boo—rest in peace

5 things I can't live without
Panache - perfume spray
Innoxa - beauty products
a woollen shawl my granny made for me

Things that make me smile
an intense orgasm
everytym that Undertaker or HBK snatch a win
John Cena acting like a baby throwing tantrums


Things that make me cry
an overwhelmingly intense orgasm

Things that make me scared
im most scared of the things that i cant see like dark, evil forces and stuff, ironic, snce i enjoy scary movies the most


I LIKE PEOPLE WHO HAVE / ARE:
*good sense of humour
*confident
*charming - I wanna be swept off my feet
*has varied interests
*adventurous
*a little (or lot) naughty
*person who doesn't act too grown up and serious
*may be open to travelling; camping; etc.
*must love braais
*not scared to try new things
*warm; caring; loving and kind
*experimental in bed