My life is constantly being held back by something
Don’t wanna go into specifics---there are too many examples
But today was too cruel for words
The long and short of it is that I had the one thing i have been praying for, for I dnt know how long, so ruthlessly taken away from me. Hp laptop valued at R15 000 up for grabs. The q asked is why should accenture hire you? Answered it and received a good cheer and applause for my answer. The guy down the line copies everything I said word for word then drawls on & on abt some computer program he studied, and wins.
Im sittin here writin this shattered
I cant even focus on the stuff im supposed to be doin coz durin the whole thing I kept on thinking how good the Lord was to me and how he was finally answerin my prayers and thinking abt the great chain reaction that this was gonna have in my life (coz if there is anything I can do, its to sell myself..and that’s what we had to do)…then I hear my words being spat out down the line……dream abruptly ended
Nobody could ever feel or understand the pain I’m goin thru ryt now coz I’m even wonderin whether this is what I should look forward to for the rest of my life coz its always been like this …..i’m wonderin why I even bother
It sucks
Its so wrong
and I cant do jack abt it
Don’t wanna go into specifics---there are too many examples
But today was too cruel for words
The long and short of it is that I had the one thing i have been praying for, for I dnt know how long, so ruthlessly taken away from me. Hp laptop valued at R15 000 up for grabs. The q asked is why should accenture hire you? Answered it and received a good cheer and applause for my answer. The guy down the line copies everything I said word for word then drawls on & on abt some computer program he studied, and wins.
Im sittin here writin this shattered
I cant even focus on the stuff im supposed to be doin coz durin the whole thing I kept on thinking how good the Lord was to me and how he was finally answerin my prayers and thinking abt the great chain reaction that this was gonna have in my life (coz if there is anything I can do, its to sell myself..and that’s what we had to do)…then I hear my words being spat out down the line……dream abruptly ended
Nobody could ever feel or understand the pain I’m goin thru ryt now coz I’m even wonderin whether this is what I should look forward to for the rest of my life coz its always been like this …..i’m wonderin why I even bother
It sucks
Its so wrong
and I cant do jack abt it
